Part 10

"Hmm? Ah ternyata kau..."
Emma bangun setelah Fluffy, anjing kesayangannya, menjilati wajah pemiliknya. 

"Kau pintar sekali membangunkanku pagi ini."
Fluffy menurut ketika Emma mengelus-eluskan tangannya ke kepala mungil anjing jenis Beagle itu. Ia kemudian memasukkan kepalanya ke dalam selimut yang sontak membuat Emma tersenyum.

"Seandainya kau disini bersamaku, seperti kau Fluffy sayang. Mungkin aku terus bahagia seperti ini. Tapi mengapa matahari terasa sangat terik ya? Jangan-jangan..."
Emma meraih jam tangan putih di meja lampu kecil persis di samping tempat tidurnya dan betapa terkejutnya dia ketika waktu sudah menunjukkan pukul 9 pagi. Ia melompat dari tempat tidurnya dan langsung saja menuju ke kamar mandi.

"Fluffy kau di kasur saja sayang. Aku harus pergi menemui Alvin. Ayo sana jangan mempersulitku. Aku harus segera mengejar kereta. Aduh bodoh bodoh mengapa daritadi aku hanya bersantai-santai saja? Ah."

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Part 9

Bisa dibilang hidup ini sudah cukup sulit untukku jalani, ditambah pula dengan masalah pertunangan yang tiba-tiba dibatalkan begitu saja. Sebenarnya bukan itu yang aku pusingkan. Tetapi mengapa Emma tiba-tiba menutup hatinya? Mengapa diriku seperti tak mengenali dirinya lagi?

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"Bisakah kita bertemu? Aku ingin..."

Tut. Tuut.
Alvin geram. Sudah kesekian kalinya ia melakukan panggilan yang diakhiri dengan bunyi itu. Untuk apa ia berusaha ketika wanita itu pun tak ingin ia hubungi?

"Menyebalkan. Awas saja sampai dia tidak mengangkat teleponnya lagi."

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My Inspiration: Reuben Morgan

He's the third inspiration of mine after God and my dad. I really love his songs, the way he spreads words God through out his mouth. I can't really explain it. At first I think he's only an ordinary singer with good voice, but he really has something when he sings. He came to my church, Christ Cathedral (@ccmychurch), this morning and this evening. I came to both of those service schedule as you know -_- but it was totally fun!

Reuben Morgan (@reuben_morgan) was worshipping today

Manners.

Why do people forget this thing so badly? Even when you're in your friend's house, I think it's so important to take care of your way to act everything. Place to put your belonging, way to sit properly, even how to speak not too loud. I used to do that but I see everyone, almost everyone I know, don't care with those things. It's so damn suck.

I'm Okay

Good evening from my room to you : )

My Midnight Silent

is this only a thing I can show to people that I'm not in my deepest sadness?

What can I do?

Emotionally Drained

Tau ga sih rasanya ketika lu lagi di posisi paling atas dan tiba-tiba dalam hitungan detik lu dihempaskan langsung ke bawah? Rasanya kaya diinjek-injek sejadi-jadinya sampe gatau lagi, gabisa mikir lagi sanggupkah gw bangun dengan sisa-sisa tenaga yang gw punya.

Pernah ga sih rasain ketika lu dalam posisi super senang dan ketika lu pikir dibalik kesenangan lu bahwa apa alasan lu senang, menjadi sesuatu yang membuat orang lain terpuruk? Alasan yang bikin orang benci dan marah dalam satu kondisi?

Atau,

Kindly follow my instagram: cintyamelia and my twitter: @cintyamelia.

Thank you so much! xoxo ^^ 

Hectic Weeks Start Now. Like Seriously?

I will have a huge scale of project. Many projects actually with a little time they gave to me. It's such a... Horrible thing to pass in this early year, but it's okay as long I have fun with it so it'll be fine I guess. Hahaha project that I do is write a dialogue for me and my friends drama. I really loved to write and enjoy with it. Hope it will be great for my score ._.

Anyway,

 now it's half to two and I can't sleep at all. I hate this. I have to be healthy in this month and for next 3 months but yeah, I think I will drop again somehow. I don't hope it will happen again. Huh wish me luck!

Hmm. I'm avoiding someone this day. I don't know why but I don't want to get more closer with him. Sometimes I try to avoid but sometimes I want to get closer with him. Ih such as PHP girl -__- But the situation makes me have to do this. :'( I'm sorry dear. To you. I don't really want to do this seriously but you have to make your own paths. With or without me. :'( sometimes I enjoy be with him like couple days ago. He made me comfort and yeah I really like being there at that time... I just don't know. What's wrong with me..............................

If I can scream..... I will do it now. Like now. Oh yes now AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Hahhhh. Huhhhh. Heeeehh.  Hiiiiihhh. Hooohhhh. Sucks. I saw that pics on instagram this lately and I saw my lucky number on your cloth! What the?! -___- why you took mine! Hih. They are sooooo many numbers and why you take that one?! Hih!!!!!!!!!!!! Annoying. Asdfghjkl$&@"'!.-;27

Okay. Bye.

Happy New Year 2014 and Congratulations I'm Yoona ♥ Lee Seung Gi !

2014 by chacha and my hands ;)

Happy New Year Everyone!!! Happy happy new year. I hope you all have good days this year ahead with more positive in everything! Yey so excited with today's fireworks. There are so many of them explode in the air like molotov (?) But yet I wish you fulfill with joy and happiness ; )

Still in this clowdy Wednesday... I got a shocking news. My idol... My favorite actress... I'm YoonA, well I guess you know her since her popularity is so high, she.........she......... is dating! Really dating. She has a real boyfriend and even SMTOWN doesn't deny the rumor. Guess the lucky guy?