These Thoughts

Hai. Another hai from Indonesia! From my computer's desk and from my keyboard which type my words. Today is the last day for my practical exams, as you know I'm 12th grade now : ) , and I'm going to... tell you a little about my feeling. Well, it will be about anything actually so I'll start randomly : )

What Now by Rihanna

I don't know where to go... I don't know what to feel... I don't know how to cry... I don't know oh oh why

Good song. Good vibe. Good voice. I used to like it since the lyrics fit me much ._. I'm confused on what I'm running in now. It feels so wrong from beginning and you get in to me, deeper and deeper...

I hate it. Really. Because it will ruin all my barrier as well as hard I try to build. I try to run away and never look back but you pull me again. Why?

You should listen to this song. Catchy and ... tell you everything about what I feel, because sometimes, songs explain everything ; )

Let Me Go by Avril Lavigne and Chad Kroeger

Okay enough with the song kekeke~ I just watched some Korean dramas which is sooooo damn romantic and it's too impossible to be true in this cruel reality. Although a married couple will never done that, but I'm just wondering, can someone do that to me?

Like these,

getting nervous when purposing something

fan boy-ing me ; p (not a must)

smiling to me like hell I'm gonna die

piggy back me like I have no weight! lol hahaha

make a unexpected kiss on cheek

cheering me up anytime

selca all the time (must do)

missing me everytime

waiting for me to come :')

never let me go :' ) (must do)

loving me all the time

Will someone ever do those to me? Those are every girl wants, right? : ' )