Dot.

"My brain can not stop thinking about someone

My heart can not get rid of those feelings about someone

And my hands... can not stop getting myself away from injure."

This is not story that will ever end with happiness
This story is made with 99% reality and 1% luck
Is totally based from my experience

So, it starts here.
I'm devastated.

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I'm facing the truth when somehow it's just come to a death end
Checkmate on chess games
Surrender on war play
Give up on chances

It's too painful to even open a day
I can barely handle it because I know I have to
I don't live only for the joy
In my existence, I made just how it's purposely determined
Tears will not finish this case
It won't drop easily this time
Fortunate me

Smile is going to be my cover this whole week(s)
Still can not decide until when or why or how or what or ...
I tell the story only to some friends
I do really keep this valid
But everyone around knows how sad I am
I try, my dear
Using blanket all the time just to let all know
I'm okay : )

Your ignorance officially be my part of activity
Hate to say, but I'm standing right in front of the cliff
I'm afraid of height
But you keep pushing me
Until only one feet of mine, stepping on the end of cliff
Should I just jump away?
Let you alone as you wish?
Sayonara?

Build this together is not easy
Indeed it needs us to maintain
I don't say I'm quit
Just a little bit chill before we get to work again
Maybe this time I've missed in some points
I broke some machines that make others work improperly
Let water ruins every electricity
So careless, yet stupid

One hope I still hold onto
I'm drained
Too empty even to fill it up
Last piece of mine

Just wait patiently

Yes, my dear

I only can wait and pray

It's not totally my fault

Apple be my witness

You know how to find me then

I. Good. Bye.

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