Hold Me, Please?

I've through longest week of my life
I keep looking for your present
How I dare to die for
Still, it's not over
: (

I wish I can stop my clock ticking
I wish I can stop my Earth turning
I wish I can stop myself thinking
I wish I can stop...
Really
Just hold me, will you?

I know I'm not okay
I know I'm missing you this bad
Your scent
Your deep voice
Your care
Your... everything
Really
Just hold me, will you?

Non-sense
I keep screaming 'till you hear me
But it's useless, right?
Wondering to my wonderland
Pretending you here
Hug me tightly
Still, non-sense
Fake
How can I say
Really
Just hold me, will you?

I'm languish
Blue, they said
Like mother lost her only child
Like elephants lost their relatives
Staring at your back was the best thing
Only to treat my wound
It's full of stitches I know
Sorry my dear
For letting myself broke into pieces easily
Really
Just hold me, will you?

Last non-sense things
Please get to your sense
Come back to your awake state
Fulfill me with your present
Mesmerize me with your syllables
Hear me laugh
Get me close
Take me with your hug
I always be there for you
Really
Just hold me, please?
I'm officially missing you, my dear.

: ' )